Dear diary.

*this is something a little different*

I am pretty happy with things right now, and my boyfriend is the thing that keeps me going he is honestly my glue and I am glad to have some one who makes me feel like everything will be okay. I am a worrier, I have been for a couple of years now, and I think I have gotten so much better and I try not to get so stressed with myself andeverything around me as much now. My blog helps alot and also writing in my journal does too, I write down good days and bad ones too but it feels so good to let everything out onto paper, all the things going around in my little mind.

I currently have blue hair, I actually really like it on me, makes my brown eyes pop! I love to look abit different and I love how I have created my own little style and design myself how I want to look, not copy anyone else’s. Don’t get me wrong, having inspirations is great, a few YouTuber’s inspire me so much, my favourite being Grace from Danger0usPerson, she is a beautiful young lady inside and out and I love her style so much. I am enjoying working at h&m, full time does get sooo tiring tho! I feel exhausted a lot of the time but hey ho that’s being an adult I guess?!
I’ve started reading more and eating so much better, I look after my skin greatly more so now than ever. I’m 24 this year how crazy is that, life flies by so fast that’s why I try and make the most of it every single day, there is no time to be unhappy. Next year I’ll be 25, that’s half way to 50 MY GOD. πŸ˜‚

So guess what, I’ve only gone and started the frickin gym? Am I mad, maybe. Will I stick to it, I hope so. I don’t feel fully confident in my body appearance right now and I feel this is the push I need to work out, tone myself up and look after my physique more. Hopefully I will enjoy it and I will see some progress in the coming months. I have lovely friends and family around me and I have no enemies and no hate towards anyone, and to me that feels fantastic. I used to get annoyed by bitchy childish comments by “friends” or certain family members who really upset me or people that would constantly copy me or just little things I would get paranoid then upset about. Last year I stopped with being in contact with anyone who makes me not feel happy or negative people aswell, these are the worst, people who want to bring you down, people like this clearly aren’t happy with themselves or their own lives so it’s always better to leave them to it and stay away. In myself I try to look at things more positively and my saying is, always look on the bright side of life! πŸ˜ƒ

It’s only January 2016 and I feel great, and am super excited for the year ahead! Lots of travel plans, concerts to go to and plenty of fun too! It’s blimmin cold right now here in England, I want it to snow just because it’s fun and so so pretty! But I am really looking forward to Summer and warm days out.

Now I’m off to make myself look pretty and meet my boyfriend for some cocktails, it is Friday night and all that. πŸ˜‰

Soph. πŸ’œ

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